Yeah, random number for funsies...

BEWARE! If you don't want to read a rant, ignore this one. JUST IGNORE IT.

*flails and swears a whole bunch*

I AM SO SICK OF STUPID PEOPLE

No, this is in no way related to anyone on deviantart, so no worries on that front. I'm not ranting about you peoples. I'm ranting about people in real life. AGH!! ><

So, I'm taking genetics this semester and in the lab we are supposed to do a group project. A GROUP project! That does NOT mean LEAVE ALL THE WORK FOR TWO PEOPLE TO DO. EVER. Stuff like this drives me freaking crazy. I was up til midnight - after a REALLY long ass day full of other stupid crap I won't even begin to rant about - trying to re-do this godforsaken powerpoint that was emailed to me as if we were actually going to present the 5 slides of pure shit they were. So, I had to re-do it. All of it. And I don't even have citations, which I have to somehow manage to slap together today. I don't even know if the stupid report part is done. I can't seem to be able to rely on a single person in the group. It's like me and this one guy have done all the work. I mean, I picked the primary article, gathered most of the information and had to slap together half of the background information because what we had was crap and didn't go together at all. I'm just so freaking sick and tired of having to deal with dumb people who are completely unreliable and don't give a rats ass about projects. And it's always those prickish people that have had everything handed to them and expect you to give them what they want or need immediately without giving you anything in return. You know what? NO. I'm not doing that anymore. They can kiss my big white ass for all I freaking care, but they aren't getting a damn thing from me. I work hard to get my grades and I'll be DAMNED if they try to cheat off of me and pass.

F*CK THAT! I'm done. As soon as this project is over with, I'll be telling my professor ALL about it. I'll be freaking damned if the other two get an A off of my work and Jon's work. It's not fair and I will not stand for it. AT ALL.

STUPID GENETICS.

Not to mention I have to have all my pots thrown and trimmed and ready for Bisque firing by Tuesday. And I have to work this weekend. SOMEONE FREAKING SHOOT ME PLEASE. *dies*

So the Presentation Totally Tanked...

Okay, so I somehow managed to finish the paper and the powerpoint, which were both half-assed and hastily put together. Buuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuttttt I didn't reach the limit on the pages on the paper. Not even close. Also, to make matters even worse, I had to miss my ceramics class in order to finish said presentation. Stupid face fuckerton (AKA the idiot british guy) showed up while I was in the middle of putting citations into the ppt and Jon was staring over my shoulder going "Wuuuuu..." or something and is all like "duuuude what are we going to do about the powerpoint?" It was HIS job. HE sent me 6 slides, half of which were not even filled in and another 2 that I had made myself already, 1 slide was clearly dictated and the other was a jumbled piece of sh*t, last night. I guess he expected me and Jon to fix it. But it turned out me fixing everything. BELIEVE ME. My teacher knows. He knows JUST how furious I am. I even told him I was THIS close to snapping and just start shouting. As I sat there for two hours listening to far better, much more enjoyable presentations, I couldn't help but just sit there, fuming in my seat, wondering why God decided that this week was going to be the week from hell. I get up, give the presentation, which I am the ONLY one that knows anything about what they are SUPPOSED to be talking about and not throwing in irrelevant information. Then comes time for Stupid face fuckerton to present the results and conclusions from the godforsaken article I had to pick. He totally blanks and stutters and splutters for a few good seconds and then I take the reigns and present the results and conclusions. Then comes question time. At first I think 'heh, I'll just sit here and watch them squirm' Unfortunately, that cannot happen because they all decided to stare at me as I am the apparent goddess of this project. So I have to answer the questions too. And right in the middle of one question, my voice decides to go out, which it has been doing on and off all week long. Thank God, that's when the teacher decides to let me off the hook and let us go sit back down. I sat through the last presentation totally depressed, because I knew that if I'd given the presentation by myself, it would've gone flawlessly. However, I would've lost my voice after 5-7 minutes of straight talking. SOOOO... Yeah, that wouldn't have worked either. Now, I'm just kind of sulking in a corner and wishing someone would do something nice to me because I got yelled at when I got home too. So, today has just been one entire f*ckfest and I'm really tired and I want something sweet and I want a freaking hug. At least Andy and Shafay were nice enough to give me hugs, even though I kind of made them... XDD

LESSON TO LEARN: Never ever ever ever EVER do more than your share of the work. If someone else fails to do their part, just let the entire thing fall to pieces.

However, that never seems to be the case for me. I always pick up where people left off and try to finish things on time so I don't look like a total ass for letting everything fall apart. But now I'm really pissed that I did. I mean, I did my work. And then I did everyone else's work. And I'm just like FJkifjdsklfjklfjl!!!1nkjhkjsfjk;lfjdsklfjaskfhsihk;ljfak;lfjaklfjfkhjfklajm~!!!!!! now >> Stupid face fuckerton is VERY lucky that he was sitting across the table from me today. Otherwise he'd either have a black eye or he'd have a VERY sore throat. In fact, I'm still itching to just throw down with him. JUST FREAKING ITCHING. Something tells me I'd win too.

More information...!!
So I talked with Jon last night, who thinks he somehow did 35% of the work, while I only did 10% more than him... (NOT RIGHT AT ALL. I did at least 60% of the work) Anyway, he suggested that we "Finish" (I.E. not make it suck so bad) the report and the presentation, go to the teacher and ask to re-present the presentation. Without Stupid face fuckerton and the other one. I think that would be a good idea. But we have to get it all done by probably tuesday. He also suggested we do it in front of the entire class, and make stupid and other watch. I agreed to this. It would make me feel better if I got to watch them squirm some more. :3 I know. I'm evil. XD That's it for now.

On a side note...
The only thing seeming to keep me at ALL sane is =swiblet's irkpreciation song. [link] (which he took off of his account I believe... xDD thank goodness he hasn't moved it off of *irkpreciation yet XD) I dunno if it's the tune or if it's his voice or if it's the combo of the two - probably the combo, since Owl City's Fireflies doesn't have quite the same effect. I dunno. It's the only thing that kept me calm today before class started. Then I was fuming like crazy. So, thank you B3N. You kept me from killing someone with just your voice. SEE WHAT AMAZING LATENT POWERS YOU HAVE!!!

Another side note on Mom
You guys remember the skin cancer deal? Mom had her surgery last week and so far so good. It hadn't metastasized so she's clean for now, but it can pop up other places too. SOOO we're keeping her out of the sun - much to her displeasure. She's a sun goddess XDD Thank you guys for all your support on that :3